this is my life...

I'm not alone, i know..
i always talk to him, and he always there for me.
he's with me, whatever happens, even in worst situation.
he's more than my friend, more than myself.
he's my best adviser, i've no doubt of it.
even there's another one, i know.
he lets me decide what i want, he's just always here
by my side, to a guide for everything.
i doing what i want, i'm a free man, i have my freedom.
he told me of being a free man. to be what i want to be.
what is me, is me, i'm doing the things what i thinks
best in any risk. i talk to him, and i know..
i always have a 100 percent pure ally on my side,
even if i die. his with me, and i'm with him...
i trust him as he have trust me.
he knows what should i do, and what i'm going to do.
i'm not a good person, i failed a lot.
i failed almost everything, because thats what he wants.
i smiled for it. thanking of him, because he taught me why.
i laughed at him, because, he knows, that i knew.
i know what is right and wrong..
i knew what is right, and i want to know what happens if i wrong.
that's why i'm always going to the farthest way and not taking shortcuts.
if i failed in doing something, i already succeed..
damn, i knew it. i know what's my weakness, i've beaten my weakness
thats why i succeed... thanks for him, because he always there, and let me..




My prayer/s..
psalm 23:
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside still waters.
He restores my soul,
He leads me in paths of righteousness for His name's sake.
Yeah, thought i walk through the valley of shadow of death,
I will fear no evil for You are with me,
our rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
You set a table before me in the presence of my enemies,
You anointed my head with oil, my cup runs over.
May only goodness and kindness pursue me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever...

psalm 91:
He who dwells in the secret place of the most high,
shall abide under the shadow of the almighty.
I will say of the Lord, he is my refuge and my fortress,
my God in him i will trust.
Surely, He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler,
and from the perilous pestilence.
He shall cover you with his feathers and under his wings,
you shall take refuge. his truth shall be your shield and buckler.
You shall not afraid of the terror by night, nor of the arrow
that flies by day, nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness,
nor of the destruction that waste at noonday.
A thousand may fall at your side, and ten thousand at your right hand,
but it shall not come near you.
only with your eyes shall you look and see the reward of the weak.
Because you've made the Lord, who is my refuge, even the most high your habitation.
No evil shall befall you, nor any plague come near your dwelling.
For he shall gives his angels charge over you, to keep you in all your ways.
They shall bear you up in their hands, lest you dash against a stone.
You shall tread upon the lion and the cobra, the young lion and the cobra you shall
trampled underfoot.

Because he has set his Love upon me, therefore i will deliver him.
i will set him on high because he has known my name.
he shall call upon me, and i will answer him. i will be with him in trouble,
i will deliver him and honor him, with long life i will satisfy him
and show him my salvation..




--->This is my prayer, i love him more than anything...
for me everything is nothing without him, i'm nothing without him..
i won't let myself to be a nothing, cuz i'm something...and he's everything...